I haven't been on here in a while; my allergy life has been a crazy roller coaster ride lately. But, I feel like those on this board may be the only ones who understand at this point. Long story short, DD had first/only reaction at nearly 3 to PN (she just turned 11). Her blood tests have always been low- under 2.0 except in 2012 when it jumped to 11.8 (which was one year after starting school). However 2 blood tests after that have both been negative. In May of last year, she had a completely negative component test. She has also had 2 negative skin tests recently; most recent was in Sept 2016 and we were told that with all of the combined negative testing that she most certainly outgrew her allergy and an oral challenge was not necessary. That was completely unexpected- we thought for sure they would say we needed a challenge, but with DD's anxiety I also knew she wouldn't do one. This came from a University hospital- not an office allergist. We started giving her "may contains" with no problems. She's had ice cream from dairy queen and other high risk foods lately. She does not want to try PN in any shape or form. So, we decided that if we were going to give up epi-pens, for her safety we needed to know for sure that she was no longer allergic. So, 3 weeks ago we put PN powder in a batch of brownies (without her knowledge- which goes against every moral fiber in my body). From online measurements, we figured that there should have been at least 2 PN equivalent in each brownie. She ate 4 brownies total over the weekend and had no symptoms whatsoever. She has also eaten Ho Hos that "supposedly" have PN flour in them with no issues, though I'm not convinced that wasn't just a CYA statement.
Fast forward to this past weekend. We did the brownies again (again without her knowledge), because we want to have it in her diet just in case, but also for our peace of mind because this "allergy lifestyle" doesn't just go away overnight and I feel like I need a few times of this to be completely convinced. My DD has always had a phobia of throwing up- resulting in severe panic attacks, and in the fall of last year caused school refusal. She has improved significantly lately, with no panic attack for at least 6 weeks. This weekend she had over-eaten and said she was full, but proceeded to eat a brownie- standing up, with head bent down staring at her phone. She sat down after she finished and said that she felt like something was stuck in her chest, and that she "threw up in her mouth" (reflux). She did eat a hard corner piece. This set off a full blown panic attack about throwing up. Then she said that she didn't feel right ever since she at the brownie, and that it made her sick. She had no other allergy- type symptoms, and as soon as she was able to calm down and the panic subsided, she was fine. So....panic attack about throwing up, or possible allergic reaction?? Any advice/therapy lol/pep talk would be helpful at this point. Thank you!!