I won't lie, I'm starting to panic. Bad.I was, too, before DD's egg challenge. I was crying the day that I made the challenge brownies just from the stress... virtually hyperventilating the night before...
I had to keep reminding myself that Dr. Awesome has
almost as much sense of responsibility and fear as we do w/r/t DD, and he
knows what her allergies are like. He knows how scary it is, and he's prepared. The "worst" that would happen (probably) is that she'd get Epi'ed, and that the allergist and his staff would see some SERIOUSLY wack shiz (the stuff we've been telling them all these years, basically)-- now, at the start of adolescence, that pair of things seemed like a
really positive thing either way. I knew that no WAY would I let them continue a challenge if DD started to feel 'off' and want to stop, not that the allergist would do it anyway.
I know that you trust your doctor, too, Mfamom. They won't let you down.
Your family has a lot of people holding you near and dear in our thoughts. KNOW that.